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{2010 RESOLUTIONS}

31 December 2009 is but another day. It’s like peanuts, nothing special.

Yet, I MUST be prepared to throw myself into a year of unknowns ahead. Yes, I must work hard. This life I lead for myself. If this life I waste, it is only but my own loss. Yet if I am willing to work hard, I have nothing to lose. 先苦后甜。 (You never know how peanuts taste till u take a bite.)

Known challenges: Ed, O levels.

Ed: Do pub job well! Do something for _!

O levels: Straight As/ L1R5 6. hah, go on and laugh at me. Till I shove my results slip into your face.

Sleep early so that I can focus in class
Do all the homework, study for all the tests (big and small)
Go home straight after school.

HECK EVERYTHING. (LOL)

If that’s my goal, nothing else matters.

Yes, I will forget about my back injury, I will forget that I can't dance, and every thing that bothers me.

“Highly independent. Shows high social and emotional maturity. Insightful, has own opinions. Capable of achieving anything if she sets her mind on it.”

{don’t disappoint}

To my goals:

To overthinking:

To my self-doubt:

To Frens & "friends":

To Family:

To You:

我假裝無所謂　才看不到心被擰碎,

i still really care.

no matter how much i pretend i don't freaking care, i given up, who cares.

i think people really don't understand.

"oh it will get better one la. did u get it checked? oh, it hurts ah? take care!"

no it has been 6 years ( i tell people 4), and no it doesnt get better.;

dammit obviously i got it checked ten billion times.

fuckit, of cos it hurts, it hurts everyday, it hurts when i sit, i stand, i sleep, i run, i breath.

it hurts most when i see people dancing.

just go away

 你听见吗？

你的泪水浣延的流没有一丝挣扎

也不作任何反驳

是我猜中你的心思说中你的心事

纠葛难舍事到如今谁爱谁多 不由分说

全怪我自己太洒脱

以为爱能够填补你心中伤口

当我给得越来越多你却显得退缩

仓惶失措才发现你的泪全不是为我

但付出的是感情怎能回收爱都爱了

又当如何怎麽能让心不痛

面对着你 依然故我

爱与不爱的失落 放在胸口

但感情的事怎麽权衡轻重错都错了

又当如何爱个人爱到忘我

咎由自取 身陷其中

男人啊也会软弱 只是不说

-爱错了

[ the lyrics are so touching its almost saddening. ]

similar to :

林宥嘉's 残酷月光,

 "讓我愛你 然後把我拋棄

我只要出發 不要目的

我會一直想你 忘記了呼吸

孤獨到底 讓我昏迷

如果恨你 就能不忘記你"

Aww.. Somebody's missing you (two) :D

(pps not included cos she's chinyeejie now ahahahah, dont' understand? too bad!)

My fav picture this X'mas, nope, never really believed in Santa Claus, or his reindeers.
Tooth Fairy isn't in the list either.. Neither is God too. Mmm? Ironic?

I just enjoy this festive season, the atmosphere where everything is jolly wolly.

A nice time of the month. That's all. Nice.
Because the world sucks, life sucks, people sucks, everything sucks.

Might as well find something to laugh about.

oh oh oh, I'm gonna name my 1st child  "Com-pul-sive"..
Haaaaaaaaaaah! Not really.
I've been packing my room again and again. Now I'm pleased with it, woo, very.

So now, my X'mas list is not filled with clothes, bags or shoes. No of cos no books. Are you mad?
After saving money for my braces, then for laptop, i must save for something all over again. hmm...
And after splurging on ALOT of things, from clothes to accesories and bags.... (:D)

Guess whats topping my darling X'mas list this year.

...

HANGERS!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
60 identical hangers. So everything will look perfectttttt.........

Saving money for it. Because that's what money is for, saving and.. spending...

Retail therapy is shopping with the primary purpose of improving the buyer's mood or disposition. Often seen in people during periods of depression or transition, it is normally a short-lived habit. Items purchased during periods of retail therapy are sometimes referred to as "comfort buys."

one day i will show you the list of things i bought.. recently. now i just want to sleep under the blanket everyday.

Last night, i dreamt of 7 people commiting suicide, running off the rooftop.

{我已經相信}

有些人我永遠不必等

My little balloon
Always reaching out to the sky
But never truly free to fly
For the earth will not let me go,

But in a blink of an eye,
As a story unfolds,
What has been is gone now,
everything is over,

Don't be sad.
Don't look back.
Don't regret.

Life ffking goes on, you maniac.

地球上住著很多人，有些人我們认识，有些人我們不认识

1. 『有几个共同朋友』
2. 『要不要加为好友』
3. 熟悉了，
4. 親密了，
5. 然后，等到爱情終結了，
6. 雙方又將回到..陌生的初始狀態。

如果就像六度分隔理论说，

每一个人与世界上任何一個陌生人的中间距离不會超過六個人!」

真的是這樣嗎?穿梭在人群中的你 我 他，沒有人能預知，我們明天 還會遇見 誰。

To Ling & Poh,

Doubt you will ever see this, but have fun in China :D
It’s going to be cold huh? TAKE CARE! Especially since you 2 are so scared of cold!
REMEMBER TO SMILE BRIGHTLY IN PHOTOS OK, every AHS Sec 3 student is going to see them.
You don’t want some nasty comment.

IT’S GOING TO BE GREAT!
HAVE FUN. Won’t miss you!

Ps. Poh please don’t lose your belongings, phone, wallet, money OR YOURSELF.
Ling, remember to get back some divine method to study hard, and bring some snow back (in a bottle)!

And get your heart broken? And be miserable all day long THINKING about that special someone? Smiling to yourself like an idiot? And let your stupid heart ache and ache and ache and ache till the aching is numb and you smile to yourself, at least this time the pain feels so good.  You feel like psycho, who cares?You eat and drink and  breathe and do things you never will and never would if not for that nanosecond feeling of love. Bitter gourd and sour plum tastes sweet. Life is a bed of roses.  You want to live in the moment. Nothing sucks anymore. The image stays in your head.  EVERYONE TELLS YOU, IT'S NOT WORTH IT.

but I would, anyday.

A wall in my room.

Reminds me of all the happiness in life.

and you.

Please remember to be happy.

Your brain should look like this.

Do you remember?

...

felt a pain that strikes into your heart travels around your organs, goes up to your brain, and makes a u-turn to the furthest ends of your toes.

It’s there before you sleep, when you wake up, when you sit, when you stand, when you bend, when you squat, when you run, when you stare into nothingness.

It prevents you from doing what you love. No. It prevents a part of you.

Each and every time you feel the little sting, it reminds you of what could have been, what would have been and what had been.

After awhile it becomes less of physical and more of emotional, the pain lingers.

They say time heals all wounds. Kill the bastard who said so.

As each and every passing day goes by, you find it harder and harder to believe in miracles, hope, faith, belief, religion.

They say when God closes one door on you, He opens another. He banged the door a little too hard.

You stop believing.

You start treating with scientific means.

Acupuncture. Medicine. Injections. Massages. Western. Traditional.

Nothing works.

Life goes on.’